poem me heart

Crushing a world of mine.

2009-11-25T09:04:00.000-08:00

He has been out the whole day.

Sleepless Watching Series on PPS.tv yday nite.

Tired he was indeed.

Only it may seemed just like yday.
Mentioning PPS.tv was his new girlfriend

Can a Man? be...
Filled with confidence
Laughed with no worries of tomorrow
no tears roams the valley of cheeks

He slept immediately after a pint of Hoegaarden
Yes Hoegaarden at A Library
Located at the corner of that Curve.

2 hours since you slept I asked him,
Why are u up?
Why are you sweating?
Boy are u ok ... ?

Me? Boy? u r already 23
I ain't no Boy already
I woke up shaking and sweating.
Sweats up against my chest

All I felt was a blanket of unpleasant feelings
I felt sorrow, hopeless, helpless
Disappointment and deadness within me.

I am so clueless, blind and direction less
WITH MY LIFE
I wasted so much of my time in my studies and work
What is to become of me of near future!?
I feel so chained up
I feel heartache.

I long for a hug
I need my love one
I feel alone
breaks me into tears.

aftermath of an Exam. the hidden secret in me.

2009-11-22T05:44:00.000-08:00

Exam have passed

Memories have passed

But the lingering still ponders

wonders

reminders

reminiscing moments that I really miss

As i walk on the grounds that ain't alien to me

new grounds

new weather

new atmosphere

Unconsciously I just had to glance

Unexpectedly I knew it was you

The dress

The necklace

The Hair

So Familiar

It was your Birthday

Happy Birthday

How it ended up like this

I am so aware of my surroundings

So aware that I have my senses better than a Blind man

or with a man with three eyes wide open

At a distance i could already see you

At the corner of my eyes

You just stood there.

You glow before my eyes.

A little something I prepared long time for you

Waited till your birthday

But I didn't had a chance

Happy Birthday Jamie Siew.

Starbucks...

2009-11-15T08:12:00.000-08:00

starbucks oh starbucks

where thou thee..

alcohol aint a challenge

But u...u gave me fats...

I gain weight not because of alcohol but u, Starbucks.

ur poured and showered me with love

hence I have love handles.....

toffee nuts to green tea latte

until my tek tek

become big....

till death do us apart?... there is more thinking to that... lols

end.

Soughted Love

2009-11-11T00:31:00.000-08:00

I sought for love but love ran away from me,

I sought my soul but my soul couldn't see,

Then I sought you & I found all.

There is an Italian painter named Calion,

he defined beauty.

He said it was a summation of parts working together,

In such a way that nothing is needed to be added

Taken away or be altered

That's you

You're beautiful.

Dance with me

2009-11-08T02:14:00.000-08:00

dance with me

Take my hand and dance with me
find a place beside me
let me have this dance tonight
and move in time with me

Starring into me

Starring into you

Such serenity and it feels so right.

Grab my hand. May I have this dance with you.

My Morning Breeze

2009-11-05T20:14:00.000-08:00

and i remembered, the softness and cold which came before the sunlight brought itself upon you;
and then it became warm.

and i remembered, the dark shadows which lingered at every corner of the bedroom, shifting and taunting me;
and then it was beautiful when it all fell into the light.

and i remembered, looking at you, from the corner of my eyes, into yours as you stared into mine;
and then, i was overwhelmed by thoughts of you as you laid right next to me.

and i remembered the scent of your hair in the morning, as it brushed the tip of my nose
and then i was driven to how it was you and me last night.

of all these things i remembered, i remembered something more than just you.
i remembered how you love me.

Beautifully tragical bursting emotions in me

2009-11-05T07:32:00.000-08:00

I know things might not be at its best right now,

But baby for you this I vow,

I'll be a person will give dreams with endless happy ending

When I look at you I am at peace,

Baby your my ecstasy,

Your my disease.

Bottom line what I'm trying to say,

although expressing myself is not my way,

I can't sweet talk

Baby I think of you day by day

Baby I love you stronger day by day

"The past isn't something you can cast away,

it’s part of who you are,

You can’t live if you can't carry the weight of past, So appreciate the harvest you sowed and decide how to live in the present."

I've made my choice

I chose you

Dark days become sunny

Frigid days become warm,

Rainy days become cloudless

And lightning got wiped away from the storm.

Oceans sing,

Rocks cry out,

Mountains roar,

And tree branches shout.

The stars fall

Right out of the sky.

The moon winks

And the sun went dry.

All because you said one thing

All because you said it true

All because you made me smile

All because you said I love you.

The moment I opened my heart and let you in

I saw this great love starting to begin.

I opened my eyes to a vision of you

I hope, I pray your feelings are true.

I have loved and I have paid the cost

And I have felt the pain of the love I lost.

But, now, I think I have truly found

An Angel who walks upon the ground.

You thought of me

Although I may dance like a girl

Although you said behave all the time

Just to show your care.

I could search my whole life through

And never find another 'you'.

You are so special that I wanted you to know

I truly, completely love you so.